So tomorrow is…duhn duhn duhn…IUI #4.
And we all know how I feel about the number four.
I am actually feeling fairly ZEN about the whole thing. I don’t have my hopes up, but I’m also trying not to be pessimistic and overly negative. My mantra is to stay open, and keep saying "maybe something good will happen" over and over.
I did the trigger shot today, and the last two times I’ve had the HCG shot, I have woken up in the middle of the night feeling faint. Like can’t make it back from the bathroom without keeling over in a clammy cold sweat faint. The doctor thinks it could be low blood pressure, which I don’t normally have, so it’s very odd. Today he only gave me a fraction of the regular dose of HCG, so who knows if that will do anything.
Tomorrow morning BeBop does his thang in the privacy of his own bathroom at home, and then with sterile specimen cup tucked safety into my bra, off we go! Oy.
Wish me luck. I’ll need it.
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